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| guesss who ate at applebees and then ate ice cream at coldstone with Kris Roe from the Ataris??????????? I DID!!!! hahah BIOTCH!
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| FUCK! can this day get any worse???? yes it can, its only 10:40 am and i still got a full fucking day of work ahead of me. | | |
| its about 3 in the morning and i cant sleep, i have like a million thoughts running through my head right now, i dont know what to do. my whole freakin situation is driving me crazy. ive spent the last two days working on "the song" with Michael and Big U. its coming along pretty good, we got most of the guitar parts down all we need is the breakdown. Ive been putting alot of freakin time and effort into this thing hope it comes out good. ok now to whats bothering me, Maria hates me, she keeps telling me that its over and i got no chance but i just cant seem to accept it. I know she still cares about me, i've caught her writing the word "dog" on one of the tables in the back (dog is how we used to end our text messages to each other, its a long story) and i still feel "it" when shes hugs me hello or goodbye. I try "move on" but everytime i think im over her i see her or hang out with her and it all comes back. It really pisses me off. I wish i can just get her out of my head but i guess you cant help how you feel. Then theres Shaunelle, shes the best, she makes me CDs, writes me notes, and she treats me better than i deserve but i just seem to make her cry all the time. She tells me she wants a boyfriend but i cant give her that until i get over Maria. Everytime the topic of us being "together" comes up I tell her i cant be there for her like that and she gets all hurt, she asks me "what did i do wrong?" and "what did i do to make you not like me?" I hate myself when i make her cry. Another thing is she just broke up with her boyfriend, i cant help but feel like a rebound or like she'll just end up going back to him. I dunno, im stupid...... I dont know what to do, my head hurts, I stressing over this way too much.................. Warm October nights, you came and cuddled next me baby yeah yeah yeah, our noses were so close, i wished it was our souls dancing off to sleep, i could hear the little snores you made, watching eyes shut tight, like doors to something sweeter when you rest, tear me off a piece of blanket, keep me warm and we can make it, heres my heart ill let you break it, touched your skin and i cant take it..... i wanna watch you dream some more. - Yellowcard | | |
| FIRSTS:
1.First best friend: this kid named Raineer
2.First car: 1996 Dodge Neon (that car was pimp)
3.First real kiss: when i was in 9th grade
4.First break-up: in 9th grade
5.First screen name: MooNooTheDog 6.First self-purchased album: Mase "Harlem World" that album is awesome 7.First funeral: dont remember whos it was >.<
8.First pets: a cat name thomas
9.First Piercing: eyebrow
10.First credit card: a Capital One no hassle card with a $200 limit
12.First enemy: some mexican dude in elementery
13.First big trip: when i flew to georga to visit my bro in the summer of 6th grade going to 7th
14.First music you remember hearing in your house: "Play that funkey music, white boy" hahah i really do remember hearing that in my house
LASTS:
1.Last cigarrete: over 5 years ago i think
2.Last car ride: a few hours ago 3.Last good cry: O.O a few weeks ago when i said something bad to someone great
4.Last library book checked out: i dont remember
5.Last movie seen in theatres: White Noise a few weeks ago
6.Last beverage drank: Pepsi
7.Last food consumed: Pork chops with rice and a salad
8.Last crush: O.O
9.Last phone call: Maria
10.Last time showered: whats this you call "shower"??? actully, this morning
11.Last shoes worn: Black and white Vans
12.Last item bought: a stupid shirt for tomorrow
13.Last annoyance: stupid work is always annoying
14.Last time wanting to die: never really wnated to die
15.Last time scolded: my mom told me to stop driving in the mud today
RELATIONSHIPS:
1.Who are your best friends?: Leslie is my bestfriend even though i dont really talk to her as much, i love her
2.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope, i recently realized that now isnt the time for one
FASHION/STUFF:
1.Where is your favorite place to shop?: O.O the Quiksilver store is awesome
2.Any tattoos or piercing?: Tatoo of a jesus fish on my back and may lip is pierced
SPECIFICS:
1.Do you do drugs?: nope 2.What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatevers in the bath
3.What are you most scared of?: freaking zombies! (ive been playing resident Evil and its scary)
4.What are you listening to right now?: some Ludicris videio is on MTV2, i trying to learn how to dance so im watching hip hop videos >.<
5.Where do you want to get married?: i dunno
6.How many buddies are online?: 7/43
7.What would you change about yourself?: i wish i could dance
FAVORITES:
1.Color: Blue
2.Food: Italian
3.Girls Names: Patty
4.Boys Names: Patricio, Patrick, Pat
5.Subjects in school: is after school a subject??
6.Animals: Tigers and MooMoos
7.Sports: whats this you call "sports"?
8.Perfume: whatever makes the girls smell girly
9.Cologne: dunno
HAVE YOU EVER?
1.Given anyone a bath?: yup and all the water ended up on the hotel floor O.O
2.Smoked?: yeah
3.Bungee jumped?: no, but i want to
4.Made yourself throw up?: i dont think so
5.Skinny dipped?: hahah yeah, with a bunch of guys... it was really gay
6.Been in love?: sure
7.Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yeah but its been awhile
8.Pictured your crush naked?: hell yeah, all the time
9.Seen your crush naked?: hahah yup, it was cool!
10.Cried when someone died?: yeah
11.Lied?: nope <---- thats a lie
12.Fallen for your best friend?: i used to like Leslie b4 we were bestfriends
13.Been rejected?: oh yeah
14.Rejected someone?: i seem to be doing that alot lately 15.Used someone?: nope
16.Done something you regret?: oh yeah
CURRENT:
1.Clothes?: a "Whos The Man???? JESUS!" shirt and some spongebob pants
2.Music?: hip hop cuz i trying to learn to dance
3.Make-up?: none
4.Annoyance?: work when certin people i like to work with arnt there
5.Smell?: dunno
6.Favorite artist?: THE*ATARIS
7.Desktop picture?: a Quiksilver sign, Hilary Duff and Azul (my bros dog)
8.Book your reading? books??? reading???? i dont get it
9. Magazine you're gazing at? my latest issure of Stuff
10.Cd in player?: i think we were listening wo Weezer
11.Dvd in player?: Anchor Man (i watched it last night with Maria)
12. Tv Show/Channel: MTV2
LAST PERSON:
1.You touched?: i think i shook Kims hand and last before they left
2.Hugged?: Oh, i saw Cheryl at Macys and gave her a hug today, i missed her
3.You imed?: Lindsay
ARE YOU:
1.Understanding?: i can be
2.Open-minded?: im open-minded to most things but not everything
3.Arrogant?: only when joking around
4.Insecure?: umm, about somethings but not much, like im insecure about Dancing, man i hate dancing
5.Interesting?: i dont think so
6.Hungry?: nope
7.Smart?: hell no, im stupid
8.Moody?: sometimes
9.Hardworking?: depends if i like what im doing
10.Organized?: not really
11.Healthy?: Starting to be
12.Shy?: lately ive been pretty confident
13.Attractive?: i think im a pretty good looking guy, what do you think
14.Bored easily?: oh yeah
15.Responsible?: not really
16.Obsessed?: nah
17.Angry?: no
18.Sad?: im sad about a few things but overall im happy
19.Disapointed?: naw
20.Happy?: yeah
21.Hyper?: nope
22.Trusting?: yeah
23.Talkative?: i can be
24.Legal?: hell yeah, im 22
WHO DO YOU WANNA:
1.Kill?: more Zombies on Resident Evil 4
2.Slap?: this guy at worked named Guy
3.Get high with?: no one
4.Look like?: i wanna look like..... no one
5.Talk to offline?: no one really
6.Talk to online?: no one
RANDOM:
1.In the morning i am: sleepy
2.All you need is: my dog and a car and gas money
3.Love is: Something that i would like to experiance again sometime
4.I dream about: i have the dumbest dreams, when i wake up the first thing that pops in my head is " man that a was a stupid dream "
PERSON YOU WANT TO BE WITH?
1. i dont really wanna be with anyone at the moment
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART?
1. Rezzah, she sucks...
well there you go, i finally updated my freakin Xanga, the last few months ive been kinda dating Maria but that seems to be coming to an end, im not ready for a girlfriend right now. Everything was going great but we started to get to serious and im not ready for that. oh well, thats life. Christmas was cool, and working new years was fun. The cabin trip was awesome, there was tons of snow and hanging out with my friends and Maria was great, now im sleepy, good night | | |
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